Azura, Im sincerely n truly sori of wat happen btween us tiz past few daes. Its owas abt misunderstanding tat leads us to argueing. We didnt talk things out n strted to treat ech othr lyke strangers. I realize its my fault, and not urs. Im the 1 whu is to blame. I was selfish. I didnt think abt u. Abt how u feel. But u urself noe me. Wen im upset/angry. I tend to ignore u. N to u it seems tat i dont care. But the truth is. I do care abt u n our frenship. I juz need some tyme to cool down. N wen i was fine, i refresh my mind. Thinking wat i did wrong to u. N the problem is. Nothing. U urself noe tat u too did nothin wrong. Once again, misunderstanding is the issue.

Evrytyme we lead to tiz problem. Ur the 1 whu owas give in. Ur the 1 whu wana make things right. N as 4 me?? I did nothin. I did nothin to make our frenship stand strong. I will owas b the 1 whu was waitin 4 u to make the first move. Wat ur frens say are true. I agree wit em. N wen i heard it, i was shocked n i didnt even realize i was damn selfish 2wards u. Yes i noe im stupid n kept thinking abt myself n not even care how u feel. I hate myself abt it.

I noe u had enough of me. I noe u cant stand my selfishness. I noe sometymes, u do hate me. Or mayb? But azura, y r u still being so kind to me? I didnt appreciate the way u treated me. I didnt show my appreaciation. I didnt show my kindness wenever we get into arguements. Am i still fit to b ur fren? Its my mistake. N i shld accept the fact.

I must change myself to the better b4 something happen to our frenship. If tiz is to happen again, I promise, I'll b the first to make things the way u wana it to b. I promise, n wat i mean is true.

Im sori azura. Will u 4give my mistakes tat ive done to u all tiz while we've been 2gethr? Im sori if i had ever hurt u in aniwayy. I dont wan us to keep argueing abt tiz. Im tired of tiz. N the part we didnt smile to ech othr. Tats the part whr we think ech of us was arrogant. But sometymes we do hv problems. N was too moody to smile right? Im sori. Im sori to ur frens too! Ive hurt u too mch! Im sorii.

No matter wat happen, Ur my true fren, ur here till the end. Frens hang on to the ups n the downs. N we will stay strong wenevr thrs problems comes ahead us. We will go throu it 2gthr. ILOVEYOUSOOMUCH! N IMISSYOUSOOBADLY!

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