ThisIsReaL,ThisIsMe..

Came bck frm skul early todae. Currently hv no mood 4 anithing right now. Sadness n anger is wat im feeling. Nvr been in tiz kinda situation b4. I was owas the hapi2 smiley2 gurl. I had no problems abt relationships or anithing. Coz i was scared to give it a try. N wen it happens. I noe how it feels. N sometymes, u juz wana giveup on guys. N juz b sgl 4 the rest of ur lyfe! But u urself noe u cant right? Am i right? YESS!! Damn! I hate wats happening to me. Crying dosent helps. Yes i noe. 4getting abt tat person is the thing u need to consider. N yes i alrd did! Tyme to move on! N tats wat im doin now. Currently, guys are not on my mind. Dont even wana think abt it at all! N r not important too! But FRENS r..

Something happen between me n sistalurbku 2dae. Im too hurt n sad to type wat happen. Let tyme heal evryting. Azura, wen i saw u cry infront of me for the FIRST TYME, abt our frenship. I was speechless, n touch. I noe u do care abt me, abt our frenship. N u don wan me to get hurt. Its ok. Im hurt enough. But plz, don blame urself. Coz u noe its not ur fault. Nobody is in fault here. Trust me. I'll b fine. N u noe i wont hate u. Not a lil bit. N i wont. Im so greatful to hv u by my side all the tyme. Remember, my secrets r urs too aite! N im sori if i ever hurt u in aniway. IM SORI. ILOVEYOU N IMISSYOUSOOBADLY!!

N TO MY GFs, thx soo mch 4 evrything. I was touch wen u babes care n comfort me wen i was crying. Sori i didnt share. 4 now its kinda personal to me. Wen the tyme comes, i'll share k.

To Lyza, i noe wat ur thinkin. But its not. U urself noe tat im soo thankful to hv u wif us. Jgn piker bkn2 k. Plz don. I was hving some problems. N suddenly. Mate bocoh sendiri. Hehe! Rizah, thx 4 the hug babe!! Nk lag! Hehe! Alifah, thx 4 cheering me up n makin me laugh wen i was still crying! Hehe! Shikin, thx 4 the concern tat u wana noe wat happen. I appreciate loads. =) THX GFSKU! ILOVEUBABESSOOMUCH tauuu!!

Ive not even pay for my classPhoto. Pimples r killing me!! My eyes r hurting soo bad! Been havin no mood. Guys r useless. Faking a smile.

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